Saturday, June 28, 2008

Goodbye to my Godmother........


She passed this morning,quietly...she is FREE from the bonds of this mortal life...and flying with the angels....





In this moment you can breathe again
You can see
You can smell
You can touch,
In this moment
You can feel
You can love
No longer hurting,
In this moment
You can smile
You can frown
You can laugh
You can cry,
In this moment
You can imagine
You can believe
You can have your fantasy
You can have faith,
In this moment
You can have choices
You can decide
You can think
You can ask,
In this moment
You can be anything
Go anywhere
Have everything
Have it all,
In this moment
you are FREE
you were
Everything this moment is.




Godmothers have no wands or wings,

So they work with wisdom, love, and things.

Having taken on this role,

You loved me right down to my soul.

You offered kindness And greetings with a hug and kiss,

Each freely out of love which I will miss.

I chose a twinkling star in the sky at night ,

To say a prayer for you to it's bright light.

You’re in God’s Heavens now and no longer in pain,

In my thoughts, you’ll always remain…

How lucky I was,How blessed I’ve been,

You were more than my Godmother,

You were also my friend.



Give Uncle Jack a hug for me and give him hell for leaving you alone!

watch over me kindly...You know I need it.

I'll miss you terribly...

Friday, June 27, 2008

Deaths in the family..............

It's been one year today that my oldest sister Linda died.
I still have no answers as to why she hated me so much,and I never will have them.
And I still can not grieve,though I know I should. I know someday this will happen,I know this because I know ME...

I will say that I have noticed that everyone in my family seems to have made changes in how they act towards me,they seem to be more interested in having me in their lives,and this week alone my Father has called ME about four times..and he acts like we never had any problems between us..this perplexes me to no end,do I just let things be? Hold my sharp tongue? Do I bury the intense feelings I have for how I was treated just because my SISTER had a problem with me? so far I have because as a family we are facing the imminent death of a beloved family member,my aunt,my godmother,Tootie..yes silly name,but it's her nickname,and the only name she responds to.

My aunt is currently in a nursing home,where she hasn't been given the best treatment. I do respect what the nurses do,and I know they are overworked and under staffed,but they seem to have lost all their compassion and it's a sad thing to watch. I am 45 mins from where they have her,and at these gas prices,find it hard to be there as often as I want to be,I am not a rich woman,and it's hard to be imprisoned by the mere need of money.
In fact it is a real drag.

I spent the day there yesterday,and though she was clearly tired,she was really happy to see me,I did the best I could not to cry and to make her smile as much as I could under the circumstances. My father joined us and we talked for hours and she told me that she had stopped doing dialysis,which I already had heard from my father,this is a personal choice,and I respect her need to have the last bit of control over her body that she has. And as I left I realized it might be the last time I ever talk to her,my last time I would here her say "I Love You Kiddo" and tears gathered in my eyes,as I walked away from her room with my father by my side both of us in quiet contemplation of what we had just experienced. I gave my father a BIG hug and a kiss on the cheek and told him I loved him,and he told me he didn't want to ever be put in a rest home like my aunt..I already knew that,but I wonder if that was his way of asking me to make sure no one does that to him. As long as I am alive and able to I would take care of my mother or my father myself before I let them suffer any indignity like that. As to my aunt, she will slip into a coma probably sometime this weekend,and her body will slowly shut down till her sleep is the sleep of death,and hopefully peace. And I am profoundly saddened to see this once vibrant,beautiful,petite,loving woman leave this earth,but everyone has to go sometime,and this I suppose is her time,and I don't want her to suffer any more. Her husband,my uncle Jack died last June 15Th,they had 63 years of marriage together,so it's no surprise that she is this close to death,I've heard it said that with older couples like that the surviving spouse usually only makes it a year or so after the loss of their loved one..I don't know how true that is,but it seems to be the case here. In writing this I guess I have already started my grieving process,and I know this ones gonna hurt for a long time, she was the one who gave me my name,shared her birthday(I was born on her b-day, Dec. 7Th )..that day will now be only a sad reminder of what we shared over the years..and of how old I am getting..closer to my own demise.

Baby books....

More busy work to keep me sane! lol I took a couple of 3 ring binders,and made them into baby record books, one for my great niece and the other for Eric's grand baby to be! I did scrap books for them too this was just a record book to record important things. And I did this all in Microsoft Word! So easy even a caveman can do it! I'm only showing a few of the pages here,there are ten in total.







Then I used the same format,just changed the pictures to Winnie the Pooh ones!
and WA LA! a Winnie the Pooh Baby Record Book for pennies! And yet ANOTHER baby shower gift!







Thursday, June 26, 2008

More Scrap Booking...and another baby shower gift!....

Another scrap book! lol I made this Winnie the Pooh one for Eric's coming grandchild. I had a lot of fun doing this one! And I am currently working on an EEYORE one for Eric's youngest son's girlfriend for her Christmas gift..she LOVES EEYORE! Can't wait for Christmas to see her reaction.



In the picture below,I drew tigger and hand colored him with pencils.

and a bag to hold the first lost tooth!

In the picture below there is a bag to hold the first lock of baby hair,from the first haircut.









This picture below shows spaces for hand and foot prints,in this day and age a good thing to have..just in case.





Scrapbooking,It helps me keep my sanity!

Scrap booking...my way to stay sane...I find it somehow oddly calm to surround myself with colorful little bits of paper and to let my mind just wander and create.Sometimes when things just get too crazy, I do things like this just to NOT have to think.
I recently made this one for my great niece Elizabeth,or should I say for her mommy to fill with pictures for her.




starting here (below) I put in facts about January 30th.

Important events that happened on her B-day though the years.


Deaths and births on her B-day through the years.

World events during the year 2008.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

A LAUGH FOR TODAY! (ADULT CONTENT)

I just had to post this one as I can really relate to it! lol thanks to my friend Joyce in Texas! who always sends me great jokes,but this was just over the top! lol

Oh, I Wish I'd Looked After Me Tits

Oh, I wish I'd looked after me dear old knockers,
Not flashed them to boys behind the school lockers,
Or let them get fondled by randy old dockers,
Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits.
'Cos now I'm much older and gravity's winning.
It's Nature's revenge for all that sinning,
And those dirty memories are rapidly dimming,
Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits
'Cos tits can be such troublesome things
When they no longer bounce, but dangle and swing.
And although they go well with my Bingo wings,
I wish I'd looked after me tits.
When they're both long enough to tie up in a bow,
When it's not the sweet chariot that swings low,
When they're less of a friend and more of a foe,
Then I wish I'd looked after me tits.
When I was young I got whistles and hoots,
From the men on the site to the men in the suits,
Now me nipples get stuck in the zips on me boots,
Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits.
When I was younger I rode bikes and scooters,
Cruising around with my favourite suitors.
Now the wheels get entangled with my dangling hooters,
I wish I'd looked after me tits.
When they follow behind and get trapped in the door,
When they're less in the air and more near the floor,
When people see less of them rather than more,
Oh, I wish I'd looked after me tits.

Monday, June 23, 2008

GOODBYE GEORGE, IT'S BEEN SWELL...........

Many thought he was vulgar,many thought he was funny,he was all this and more. Mr. Carlin was DEEP..sometimes too much, BUT he made you THINK! Thanks for all the laughs Mr. Carlin,may you rest in peace...


FILTHY WORDS by GEORGE CARLIN






George Carlin, 71, Irreverent Standup Comedian, Is Dead

By MEL WATKINS
Published: June 24, 2008
George Carlin, the Grammy-Award winning standup comedian and actor who was hailed for his irreverent social commentary, poignant observations of the absurdities of everyday life and language, and groundbreaking routines like “Seven Words You Can Never Say on Television,” died in Santa Monica, Calif., on Sunday, according to his publicist, Jeff Abraham. He was 71.
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The cause of death was heart failure. Mr. Carlin, who had a history of heart problems, went into the hospital on Sunday afternoon after complaining of heart trouble. The comedian had worked last weekend at The Orleans in Las Vegas.
Recently, Mr. Carlin was named the recipient of the Mark Twain Prize for American Humor. He was to receive the award at the Kennedy Center in November. “In his lengthy career as a comedian, writer, and actor, George Carlin has not only made us laugh, but he makes us think,” said Stephen A. Schwarzman, the Kennedy Center chairman. “His influence on the next generation of comics has been far-reaching.”
In an interview with The Associated Press, Jack Burns, who performed with Mr. Carlin in the 1960’s as one half of a comedy duo, said “He was a genius and I will miss him dearly.”
Mr. Carlin began his standup comedy act in the late 1950s and made his first television solo guest appearance on “The Merv Griffin Show” in 1965. At that time, he was primarily known for his clever wordplay and reminiscences of his Irish working-class upbringing in New York.
But from the outset there were indications of an anti-establishment edge to his comedy. Initially, it surfaced in the witty patter of a host of offbeat characters like the wacky sportscaster Biff Barf and the hippy-dippy weatherman Al Sleet. “The weather was dominated by a large Canadian low, which is not to be confused with a Mexican high. Tonight’s forecast . . . dark, continued mostly dark tonight turning to widely scattered light in the morning.”
Mr. Carlin released his first comedy album, “Take-Offs and Put-Ons,” to rave reviews in 1967. He also dabbled in acting, winning a recurring part as Marlo Thomas’ theatrical agent in the sitcom “That Girl” (1966-67) and a supporting role in the movie “With Six You Get Egg-Roll,” released in 1968.
By the end of the decade, he was one of America’s best known comedians. He made more than 80 major television appearances during that time, including the Ed Sullivan Show and Johnny Carson’s Tonight Show; he was also regularly featured at major nightclubs in New York and Las Vegas.
That early success and celebrity, however, was as dinky and hollow as a gratuitous pratfall to Mr. Carlin. “I was entertaining the fathers and the mothers of the people I sympathized with, and in some cases associated with, and whose point of view I shared,” he recalled later, as quoted in the book “Going Too Far” by Tony Hendra, which was published in 1987. “I was a traitor, in so many words. I was living a lie.”
In 1970, Mr. Carlin discarded his suit, tie, and clean-cut image as well as the relatively conventional material that had catapulted him to the top. Mr. Carlin reinvented himself, emerging with a beard, long hair, jeans and a routine that, according to one critic, was steeped in “drugs and bawdy language.” There was an immediate backlash. The Frontier Hotel in Las Vegas terminated his three-year contract, and, months later, he was advised to leave town when an angry mob threatened him at the Lake Geneva Playboy Club. Afterward, he temporarily abandoned the nightclub circuit and began appearing at coffee houses, folk clubs and colleges where he found a younger, hipper audience that was more attuned to both his new image and his material.
By 1972, when he released his second album, “FM & AM,” his star was again on the rise. The album, which won a Grammy Award as best comedy recording, combined older material on the “AM” side with bolder, more acerbic routines on the “FM” side. Among the more controversial cuts was a routine euphemistically entitled “Shoot,” in which Mr. Carlin explored the etymology and common usage of the popular idiom for excrement. The bit was part of the comic’s longer routine “Seven Words You Can Never Say on Television,” which appeared on his third album “Class Clown,” also released in 1972.
“There are some words you can say part of the time. Most of the time ‘ass’ is all right on television,” Mr. Carlin noted in his introduction to the then controversial monologue. “You can say, well, ‘You’ve made a perfect ass of yourself tonight.’ You can use ass in a religious sense, if you happen to be the redeemer riding into town on one — perfectly all right.”
The material seems innocuous by today’s standards, but it caused an uproar when broadcast on the New York radio station WBAI in the early ‘70s. The station was censured and fined by the FCC. And in 1978, their ruling was supported by the Supreme Court, which Time magazine reported, “upheld an FCC ban on ‘offensive material’ during hours when children are in the audience.” Mr. Carlin refused to drop the bit and was arrested several times after reciting it on stage.
By the mid-’70s, like his comic predecessor Lenny Bruce and the fast-rising Richard Pryor, Mr. Carlin had emerged as a cultural renegade. In addition to his irreverent jests about religion and politics, he openly talked about the use of drugs, including acid and peyote, and said that he kicked cocaine not for moral or legal reasons but after he found “far more pain in the deal than pleasure.” But the edgier, more biting comedy he developed during this period, along with his candid admission of drug use, cemented his reputation as the “comic voice of the counterculture.”



(courtesy of wikipedia)

George Denis Patrick Carlin (May 12, 1937June 22, 2008)[17][18] was an American stand-up comedian, actor and author who won four Grammy Awards for his comedy albums.
Carlin was especially noted for his political and black humor and his observations on language, psychology, and religion along with many taboo subjects. Carlin and his "Seven Dirty Words" comedy routine were central to the 1978 U.S. Supreme Court case F.C.C. v. Pacifica Foundation, in which a narrow 5-4 decision by the justices affirmed the government's right to regulate Carlin's act on the public airwaves.
In the 2000s, Carlin's stand-up routines focused on the flaws in modern-day America. He often took on contemporary political issues in the United States and satirized the excesses of American culture.
He placed second on the Comedy Central cable television network list of the 10 greatest stand-up comedians, ahead of Lenny Bruce and behind Richard Pryor.[19] He was a frequent performer and guest host on The Tonight Show during the three-decade Johnny Carson era, and was also the first person to host Saturday Night Live.
Contents[hide]
1 Early life and career
1.1 1960s
1.2 1970s
1.3 1980s and 1990s
1.4 2000s
2 Personal life
3 Religion
4 Themes
5 Death
6 Collection of works
6.1 Discography
6.2 Filmography
6.3 HBO specials
6.4 Bibliography
6.5 Television
6.6 AudioBooks
7 In popular culture
8 See also
9 References
10 External links